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[Sunday
October 30th, 2005] |
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i hate live journal so much.
i hurt inside really bad right now.
it's odd, because, although we have a whole country between us... i swear i can still feel his warm breath on my cheek.
i would also like to inform everyone of the "Help Jennifer Out Of Debt Foundation".
every donation is very much appriciated, i except cash, money orders, cheques and paypal.
just get in touch with your bid.
love you all muchly.
xo
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[Friday
July 29th, 2005] |
weird
why dont i update this thing anymore?
i am sooooo lacking in livejournal skills.
maybe its because im not interesting anymore.... yeah. thats it.
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| SUCK IT BITCHESSSSS |
[Monday
May 9th, 2005] |
You can ask me any four questions
no matter how personal,
inappropriate, or random.
I promise to answer the
question 100% truthfully.
Repost this and see what
people want to ask you
no one will do this.... just wait and see...
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on the other hand, i have different fingers. but yeah.
first im ghetto.. than im emo... what next? i'll be a fucking lesbian or
asian or something way out there...
jesus.
i never realised how hard it was to just tell someone that you have feelings for them.
i shouldnt ramble about boys, i know, its lame...
but like... what the fuck mang.
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| You are the Shadow Of Fear |
[Tuesday
May 3rd, 2005] |
DEATH FROM ABOVE 1979 IN 2/3 DAYSSSS BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!
(i apologize for the over-large lettering, but i did have to emphasize my excitment on this subject.)
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| Snappin' Them |
[Wednesday
April 20th, 2005] |
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LPJZ-Numb/Encore |
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Wow,
so i havnt written in here for a very long while.
I all of a sudden decided that i hated live journal.
but now, thanks to a certain someone... i am BACK!
bwhahah mother fuckers.
So today is a beautiful day, although its apparently saposed to "snow" this evening.
How the hell are those damn weather idiots calling for snow when its 25 degrees out!?!
lamers.
There is a fly on my window, he's checking me out.
So, WAX MANEQUIN on saturday, who's in?
I'm in.
Anyway, that is all for now, because I just realised that i'm a realitivly boring person.
( I Leave You With A Small Look Into My Life Over The Past Few Weeks.... )
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| When I Was With You There |
[Friday
March 11th, 2005] |
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Flemming & John - Love Songs |
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ohhh my whoa.
had a good time with candice last night.
interesting.
"I put cheese in my vagina and then humped her with it"
WTF... hahahahaha.
Goldfish Memory... half decent movie, I'm not quite sure if I liked it or not yet.
Thank God for power outages. Geeze, I slept so much this morning that I would have missed like half a day of school anyway. Early March breaks are amazing.
Picking up beer tomorow after work and going to see my buddy :o)
Does anyone know the truth to this so-called "Storm" ?
It better be bullshit.. I hate storms.
Work sunday 3-11.. visit me.. come get coffee.
MONDAY is ALEXisonFIRE. YEsssssssssssss...ss...ss..s.
I don't even like them that much. I just want to go to a big show... yay.
ok, that is all that i'll bore you with for now.
peace one.
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| STAPLE MY EYES SHUT AND TURN OFF THE LIGHTS |
[Sunday
March 6th, 2005] |
I'm going to shoot myself in the face and throw myself to the dogs. Why is it that I can't do anything right anymore? I attempted to take the whole "make myself happy first" out-look on life, but when I make myself happy, it seems to make everyone else upset. So what if I tried something new? So what if I liked it? I can take care of myself and I'm sick and tired of people telling me that I can't.
The blue lights at the front of the bus are my muse, and I hate the way love feels. Leave your finger prints on my hands and go fuck yourself, you selfish bitch.
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| dye hair! fucking dye! |
[Wednesday
February 16th, 2005] |
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Modest Mouse |
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i dyed my hair tonight
well, terri did
(thank you <3)
and thank you candice, for saying i looked like that guy
(<3)
its blonde/orange/brownish
i like it.
edit:: holy crap i just made myself a new lj layout..
its so incredibly cheesy/ghey/jessica simpson
i love it!
ahhhh :o)
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| oh SHIT |
[Monday
February 7th, 2005] |
If you read this, even if we don't speak often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, online or offline, as long as it is true and really happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
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[Friday
February 4th, 2005] |
What a beautiful day. To top it off, its a Friday.
Today i realized i was such a pimp in elementary school.
Its funny looking at my sister, who's in grade six, and comparing her to myself when i was her age. So many different things going through her mind. After 2000, all little children were corrupted. I think i hate my art class. We had to go on about design techniques... Mr. Proctor... come backkkkkkk...
i had more to write.. but i just got busy...
bye.
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| Dont You Know... |
[Tuesday
February 1st, 2005] |
wow, very very good day!
it was quite promising.
woke up way to early... 8:00... blah
bus was a tad late due to an accident??
got to school, had my ACS exam.. surprisingly i knew more than i thought!!
my grandfather picked me up, and took my to frenchy's to meet my grandmother... we shopped, i got a new shirt, jacket and a cute pair of shoes.
went to my grandmothers house, had lunch.. watched cheesy talk shows with my grandfather and washed my new clothes :o)
came home and rocked out to great music... yay...
a boy bought me a present... *blush...
p.s. nicole, thank you, and i may just rent it from you... if you do the math.. 25 cents a minute... hmm.. i could probably accomplish in 4 minutes... so i'll owe you a dollar! :o)
o0o0o soooo dirtttty....
bwahah
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[Thursday
January 27th, 2005] |
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Broken Social Scene |
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What was I expected to say?
"Oh, thats alright, I never wanted you anyway." ?
So, I did it, I lost my bar virginity. It was wonderful. The marquee fucked me like no other. Broken Social Scene was amazing, and I won't ever forget it, for as long as I live.
Why is it so much to ask to cuddle with someone??
I havn't had that in so long.
Dave, I'm sleeping over at your dads next weekend... I'm making you cuddle with me, and you will push the hair I dont have out of my eyes and tell me that not every boy dis-likes me.
My brain is broken. I can't stop smelling him....
*dear god, i hope he doesn't read this, i sound like such a creep*
My exams aren't going well... at least i get to have an art class starting wed. :o)
why would you kiss someone if you knew it wasn't going to work out?
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| Fucken Eh |
[Tuesday
January 18th, 2005] |
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Usher... yeaahhh...yeahhhh.,... |
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Holy crap. It took me five days to realise... but what the fuck am i doing?? I'm setting myself up for hurt again. I think its too late. I think i may already be attached? Its never going to work out, It never does work out. However, I still find myself sitting here... starring at pictures and dreaming of how wonderful it would be. What am i thinking?!
I need to be stabbed in the love organ....
and no, i do not mean my vagina
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| I Called You So Many Times Today |
[Tuesday
January 18th, 2005] |
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The Cure |
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I feel nice today. Only 3 more school days before exams, after that its a new semester, which.. incase you all didn't know, means new classes. For Jennifer, this means ART! yes. art. I am so excited. Broken Social Scene Saturday night. I'm excited beyond. I hope I'm not let down. I love my buddy Dave a lot lately, not sure what it is... I just want to hug him. I think I'll do that at lunch.
My date on Friday was good... I dont want to jinx it, but i'm really hoping that something good may come out of it all, I havnt fallen for him or anything... but I do find him amazing... sigh. damn life.
I will just sit here and listen to this wonderful cd that Nicole (who i still havn't met) made Dave... mmmmmm.... the police.....
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| Disgust |
[Wednesday
January 12th, 2005] |
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Girl Inform Me - Shins |
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People really make me angry, and i'd love to see them all suffer.
Um yeah, ok just because I dont go off and get kicked out of collage for snorting cocaine (or whatever it was).. dosnt make me un-cool. I just truly believe that people need to mind there own fucking business and keep to themselves. Why the hell would someone say something so hurtful, if it wasn't necessary what-so-ever? I don't even want to say they were brought up badly... because they probably have wonderful parents... highschool probably fucked them up...older than me, but yet.. still acts like a spoiled child. what a hateful bastard.
Its ok though, its not going to bother me.. because I'm getting tea with someone today that I havnt seen in like almost 2 years... and on Friday i get to go to dinner with an old friend aswell...
:Kate: I believe that we should have a party... its where you watch a movie, and then i watch the same movie, and then we can discuss it.. over the phone or the computer or something... sigh... so far away.
Thats all for now... I was very angry, but I feel slightly better...
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